| Location | Worksop Nottinghamshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 02/08/2009 |
| Date of Death | 02/08/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,479 since 21/10/2009 |
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I WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO PEOPLE ON HERE WHO LEAVE CANDLE'S AND MESSAGE'S ON HERE FOR DEMI.IT MEANS ALOT KNOWING THAT PEOPLE CARE XX
hi im leaving this in memorey of my beautifull daughter demi marie mullen born sleeping on the sunday 2 august 2009 at 3.05am weighing 2lbs 9ozs.
at the beginning of my pregnancy i new i was having a girl i had that feeling even before i went for my scans i just new.everything was ok i did everything by the book i new my baby girl would be small as when i was pregnant in my first pregnancy with my little boy corey he was born at 32 weeks weighing 2lbs 6ozs and was in specail care for a while.At 30 weeks i went for a scan as they started at every 4 weeks then to every 2 weeks i went for a scan and everything was fine i had to have steriod injections to help her bones grow incase i needed a c section again as i had one with my little boy i was scared of labour.that weekend i wanted to go away so my consulton said i could go but to make sure i was back on the sunday to go back into hospital to decuss having a c section and on what date.i had the 2 injections and went away as planned before i went though i had to go on the machine to see what her heart rate was like but it was ok.
while i was away everything was fine did'nt do to much i went to bed on the 1 august 2009 at about 11.30 pm and woke up feeling wet like i needed a wee but thats when i realised i was bleeding alot i stared to stand up slowly and then i fell something fall down my leg and it was a blood clot my partner rang the hospital and it took me 1 hour to get there as i went to skeggness for the weekend and i had to get to pilgrim hospital boston i got there at around 12.00am and they took me straight for a scan the doctor looked at me funny and thats when i new but did'nt want it to be true.i got back to my room and thats when he told me that my baby had died as he said there was no haert beat showing on the scan.
i gave birth to my beautifull little girl at 3.05am she was so little they took her away and cleaned her and got her dressed i remember laying there and thinking they have it wrong she will wake up in a minute and prove every one wrong but she never woke up and no matter how much i wanted to or tried i could'nt cry untill i was left with her on my own i kept peeping at her thinking she was moving i had her with me for 2 days and they were the most bestist and sadist day of my life. we got her back to her own town then i got dischared from boston on the 5th of august i felt so emty coming home without her.on the 17th august we had her burried but before her funerall i had her at home where she belonged.
i never thought in a million years this would happen to me put the doctor told me i had a placentre abrupion and could of lost my life to and im lucky to be here i miss my baby so much and sometimes dont think that any one understands how much we miss her, as much as we can we have her photos around the house and talk about her all the time we always look for the brighist star in the sky and we know she is with us
R.I.P your always loved and never forgotton we think of you every single day and love you more than words can say. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
just read your story im mum of skye and my daughter was stillborn on 2/8/2006 it was placenta abrupion aswel . ur demi is beautiful there angels up above now looking down on us xxx
sands stillbirth and neonatal death charity
hi everyone who is reading this im doing a charity event in memory of our little baby girl who was born sleeping august 2009 we are raising money for the sands stillbirths and would like to say thank you to everyone who has gave donations towards this charity i love you always and miss you always xxx
Guardian Angel from heaven so bright,
Watching beside me to lead me aright,
Fold thy wings round me, and guard me with love,
Softly sing songs to me of heaven above.
Amen.
Guardian Angel from heaven so bright,
Watching beside me to lead me aright,
Fold thy wings round me, and guard me with love,
Softly sing songs to me of heaven above.
Amen.
~~~~~~~ severn Long Months ~~~~~~~~
I carried you for nine long months
looking forward to your birth
Little did I ever know
you'd never breath on earth
I'd made such plans for your life,
looking forwards to bringing you home
I never though for one second
When I came home I’d be alone
They said there been some complications,
they said that you had gone
I couldn't understand their words
What had happened? What had gone wrong?
Now they don’t want to talk of you
the people who drop by
They think that I should just accept
my baby's in the sky.
I’ll keep a part of you with me
and everywhere I am you’ll be
I know we’ll meet again some day
Then in my arms you'll always stay
Every day I’ll think of you
think of you with love
My precious little baby,
my angel up above.
Copyright© Ingrid Aspey 2009
mummy of demi marie mullen xxx
RE: ADD YOUR POEMS PART 2 XXXXXXXXXX
MY HEART IS HOLDING SO MANY TEARS
MY HOPES MY DREAM,AND MY FEARS
I TRY TO KEEP THEM FROM THE WORLD OUTSIDE
THEY ARE MY SECRETS I HAVE TO HIDE
SO I WILL CRY MY SILENT TEARS ALONE
FOR TRUE LOVE I HAVE NEVER KNOWN
THEY ARE TEARS I SHED FOR BOTH ME AND YOU
FOR THE PAST AS GONE THERES NOTHING WE CAN DO
TIME IS SLOWLEY PASSING BY
ALONE AT NIGHT MY TEARS I CRY
FOR IN MY HEART THERES SO MUCH SORROW
FOR MYSELF I SEE NO TOMMORROW
NO FUTURE TO BUILD MY DREAMS UPON
BECAUSE THEY WERE WITH YOU BUT NOW
YOU ARE GONE........
copyright© Ros Roberts
mummy of demi marie mullen xxxxx
mummy loves you so much and miss you more than anything in the world! we think of you every single day love you loads baby xxx
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".
Hoping your family have a happy New Year
With love
Hayden's nannie
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